another crappy blog

today still nothing to write... well shall give the chance to big ray to tell his crappy story about a bird being killed in arts canteen.

new body amore

today's instructor is very nice! gave us lollipop to eat.. heehee... blur's first lesson at amore. we got a new member liao... next time can four ppl go together... yeepee...

a crappy blog

i lack of blogging ideas nowadays... every time i open this page, there is nothing i feel like typing... my brain has gone on holiday. is this what they call, 'a write's block'? well probably not so serious, i m not a writer after all. but definitely there will be blank periods once in a while... due to a combination of various factors such as boring life, lousy mood, laziness... well, when this happens, a better substitute of sitting here staring at the screen and thinking rubbish, is going shoe shopping...

saw this indian lady on the train today, she has this inproportionately huge tummy. was wondering if i should give my seat to her coz couldn't quite decide whether she's pregnant or simply big sized. compared to other parts of her body, her mid-section is really abnormally huge but her dressing and postures suggest that she's not expecting a baby. hmm... was thinking that if she's simply had too much to eat and too little to exercise in the past decade or so and i give up my seat for her thinking that she's pregnat, she would probably be insulted... so decided against it. luckily she got off the train quite soon. well life is full of sticky issues ah?

well u can see that i m really writing crap, coz there is nothing else i can write... i m hoping the mood thingee is up coz they have this cute crappy mood picture which is a toilet bowl. time to tell myself that i really really really should do some fyp and really really really need to meet sup soon... haiz... and the bug that eats template is active again...

bizarre love triangle

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then we'd never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

blogging is a lifestyle

haha... introducing mr tan kok fhong's blog at http://littlethoughtz.blogspot.com/. apparently this guy has a very philosophical mind which often reflects on the condition of life and the existence of human being... to be, or not to be, that is the question...

hope my dear fren qinghui is fine after meeting his dear supervisor today... we had a pretty 'in depth' discussion of the possible situation of the meeting which lead to undesirable but inevitable visualization with qinghui's face inside, haha quite disgusting but funny... shall not describe it here to protect the still innocent (i wonder who though). the funnies thing today would be on the way to canteen after lecture we saw qinghui's sup, the famous sam gege walking towards us and immediately qinghui's face changed colour. too bad he was spotted and stopped and thus invited to lunch with sam. wahahaha... he looked soooo sad... heard there was some comments about eistein is stupid... well... at least better than 'let ur soul follow my soul...'

din do much today myself, went to walk walk after lunch coz was feeling a bit bored...

fyp is like life

been staring at this code for days... always hang on running, giving me exception errors blah blah... tried all sorts of method. the code getting longer, variables getting piled up, problem still remains unsolved...

one fine moment this afternoon as i was staring at the computer screen again, with the music of coldplay's 'yellow' playing at the background, i got a sudden thought. did away with a section of codes, removed a few variables i tot was essential. and no more hanging, no more exceptions! well... one big big round... it was getting all so complicated and confusing... look at it from another angle, the simple stuff can work! isn't life also like this?

well hopefully it's not working by chance, haha... skelli run a few times then errors occur again...

silver lining

was walking back to hall after dinner, looked up to the sky and saw silver lining on the clouds...

小糊涂大摆乌龙阵

broke my personal record of forgetfulness. forgot my wallet, handphone and keys all at one go when i went to sch this morning. amazing thing is i got change a bag in the morning, shifted all the stuff from one bag to another and never realised these three important things are missing. even packed my tissue paper lor...

having sore throat after kickboxing at amore... think i m getting sick again... why am i always getting sick these days? i just recovered leh...

boring shopping trip

had a boring law tut followed by a boring law lecture from 11am to 2.30pm. by the end of it i was almost bored to death and really starving. played the press the thumb game with qh during break and won 3-0 wahahaha... oh btw the date on his watch is one day too fast so he has to turn it 30 days forward to make it right. but, instead of tuning the date itself he went to turn the clock, thinking that if he tunes 60min x 24hrs x 30days he would get it done. wahahahahahahaha...

had my breakfast+lunch+dinner at clementi. the guys suggested going orchard to walk walk. i wanna see if the pair of limited edition levi's jeans i wanted is still there so tagged along. haiz... turned out to be such a boring trip... first of all they all just look at guys' stuff, and then we always end up standing in one circle in the middle of nowhere talking, either that or end up sitting at some resting bench deciding where to go next, stand up, undecided, then sit down again and repeat the process for a few times. how come guys can be so indecisive one ah???

ray lim was going outram for his hot date so we went to take mrt together. i was messaging when walking up the staircase btw taka and wisma and he turned around wanting to tell me to be careful and before he could say anything he tripped and fell down. haha... tt's really funny...

shall we dance?

watched shall we dance today.

quote:

why people get married? Because they need a witness to their lives. there are billions of people in this universe. but when you get married, you promise to notice everything... ... your life will not go unnoticed, because i will notice it; your life won't be unwitnessed because i will be your witness...

the bright world

quoting ppl's msn nick:
ray lim - the world has just got brighter.
ivan - very soon, the world will be brighter for me.
big ray - My world is trying to get brighter too! the original bright world is eating at 85 now!
zhiwei- my world getting darker, how?
my own - i dunno if the world ahead is brighter or darker, nevertheless i have to walk down the road.

2005年春

以前有人说,春天是个恋爱的季节,所有人蠢蠢欲动. 2005年春,有人欢喜有人愁. 有些人的世界到处都是绽放的鲜花. 有些人突然间色盲,整个世界变成不同的颜色. 明明暗暗,黑黑白白. 睡不安稳,食之无味. 开始大听甜蜜或者伤心的情歌. 这到底是个什么世界? 爱情又是个什么东西?

突然想起一首老歌,黄舒骏的恋爱症候群. 堪为经典.

恋爱症候群

关于恋爱症候群的发生原因
至今仍然是最大的一个谜
不管性别年龄职业体重学历长相和血型
没有一个人可以免疫
有些专家学者研究后相信
恋爱是内分泌失调所引起
却有别人认为恋爱属于滤过性病毒
象感冒无药可救但会自动痊愈
不管你同不同意自古到今许多例子证明
恋爱不但是一种病态
它还可能是一种变态

一般发病后的初期反应
会开始是改变一些生活习性
洗澡洗得特别干净刷牙刷得特别用力
半夜突然爬起来弹钢琴
有人每天站在阳台对路人傻笑
有人突然疯疯癫癫突然很安静
有人一脸痴呆对着镜子咬着指甲打喷嚏
有人对小狗骂三字经
女人突然改变发型
男人开始每天练着哑铃
食欲不振歇斯底里四肢萎缩神经过敏发抖
抽筋都出现在这时期

随着病情越来越变本加厉
人会变得格外敏感勇敢和恶心
写的说的唱的都像天才诗人一般才华洋溢
越肉麻越觉得有趣
有人恋爱之后每天躲在厕所哭泣
有人开记者会宣布恋爱的消息
有人总是喜欢两个人躲在黑漆漆的地方
象做了不可告人的事情
每天忙着找人算命
挖空心思改变自己配合对方的习性
把每天都当作纪念日
把自己当作纪念品

每天漫无目的腻在一起
言不及义也觉得好有趣
走着坐着躺着趴着都形影不离
象是两人三脚又象连体婴

心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管家里米缸有没有米
也不管路上有人示威抗议
只管爱你

心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你
也不管海峡两岸统一问题
也不管衣索匹亚多少难民
只管爱你

经过一段轰轰烈烈热恋时期
不久就会开始渐渐痊愈
两人开始互相厌倦互相攻击对方缺点
所有甜蜜都随风而去
然后开始从错觉和误解中清醒
惊讶自己为何如此不聪明
为了爱情不管一切不顾父母朋友姐妹兄弟
开始感到后悔不已
然后开始感到疲惫沉闷气喘心悸牙痛头痛梦呓
然后是精神不济瞳孔放大脾气暴躁四肢麻痹
终于受不了要分离

虽然结果颇令人伤心
了解之后也没什么了不起
爱情终究是握不住的云只是我想要告诉你

在我落寞的岁月里
你的温柔解脱我的孤寂
带给我深深的狂喜
如此颤动着我的心灵
轻轻诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中还是清醒
深深爱你
多么幸福
让我遇见你

new style, new colour

my blog is getting shorter... dunno why, just not in the mood to write...

highlight of the day is getting a new hair cut and a new hair colour, well 2 colours actually one inner and one outer layer... same old place, same hairdresser. let her decide everything haha... looks a bit like ella's hair when it's just done. quite short at the top could stand up when wet. but think my hair too soft liao. now it looks quite similar to my last hair cut.

oh but managed to swap law tut class with lazy's fren. haha... qinghui, guofeng, zhiwei, here comes ur new classmate.

swimming and law tut

had a satisfying nap in the afternoon. woke up at 4pm and went for a swim. haven't be swimming for months already. some more today v windy, and quite crowded, the wave is kinda big. swam till v tired... felt a cramp coming up my right calf. haha but there is award. saw this tall very good looking guy with nice bod. hmm but i think i accidentally kicked him twice wahahaha maybe tt's y he switched lane.

haiz law tut ballot result is out. got my first choice. as usual i always get wat i wan for balloting... but but but... everyone who bid together with me got the second choice leh... not i've become the unlucky one... haiz... try to swap lor... sianz...

腊八节的打卤面

下午突然想吃香菇里脊,就跑出去买肉了. 里脊太贵,买了点瘦肉,心想香菇炒肉片也行了. 回来泡了香菇一看,不够. 加了木耳,黄花菜,鸡蛋和黄瓜,变成打卤面了. 唉,人得学会变通才行.

看了一眼日历,今天原来是腊八节,就是农历腊月初八. 应该吃腊八粥的. 不过家里从来没有那个讲究,我根本不知道腊八里面放什么. 跟八宝粥一样吗? 还是安心吃我的打卤面吧,挺好吃的,我觉得. 哈哈...

这么说起来,猴年只剩不到一个月了. 唉,过得真快. 本命年要来了. 已经活了两轮了... 给家里打电话,跟我爸说他欠了我好多年的压岁钱了. 哈哈... 老爸老妈也买了公园年票去爬山了. 真不错...

boring sunday

boring day. fyp in the afternoon and got stuck again. cooked sth for myself to eat. went to blur's room at night for a drink. watched tv and played cards for a while. well basically not a happening day lah.

sianz... forgot to watch 综艺大哥大.

blur and lazy 

was told it's my bad hair day... went out in a cap. haha 

ok no more celebrities. award winning marble cheesecake coming up. but doesn't taste v nice leh. the chocolate banana thing is better.

last photo of them 

signing autographs. 

photo 3. hmm i dun like zhangmin's look leh... 

photo 2. the lady at the right think is their manager or sth.

photo 1

gals' day out

had weird dreams last night again. sorry ah lazy, dunno why also...

1st law lesson today, the lecturer totally changed my idea of lawyers speaking fast and fluently... v boring leh... fell asleep halfway.

went out walk walk with lazy and blur in the afternoon. saw 张敏,曾宝仪 and 钟琴 at citilink, promoting some charity thingee. take photo with them and cost a certain amount of money. only 钟琴 was talking, the other two just acting as pretty vases. took some photos using my own digi cam.

bought a hand-held vacuum machine and rechargeable batt for my digi cam. hmm saw this nice top at mango. the price tag says 20 bucks. i was at cashier already lor, then after scanning it turned out that they pasted the tag wrongly it's 35 bucks. felt cheated and in the end din buy.

lazy went to watch dunno wat production thing at victoria concert hall. blur and i were craving for jap food so headed to waraku (ya there is no other places to eat in sg). she had the pork and kimchi steamboat and i had the beef one. the waitress who was ordering for us confirmed with us TWICE that the portion is for two ppl and we gave her the look 'ya we know...'. think she finally understood we really mean to have a 2 ppl's serving each and went off...

hmm my first shopping trip since i came back, and din buy anything outside my plan. hooray!

housekeeping

today is housekeeping day. swept floor, changed bedsheet, washed clothes, bought grocery for the weekend. haha... feel like a housewife leh...

had weird dreams last night. dreamt that me and lazy and some other ppl got captured by vicious ppl and trapped on another planet. then we were like planning out escape on a rocket... but realised that we were not v welcome back on the earth coz a lot of things changed... haha weird...

amore in the dark

amore day... NB class at amara. halfway black out... think power trip or dunno wat... this instructor... haiz... according to liu chang, every time her lesson, feel like crawl out... really lor... walking down the stairs legs feel so wobbly...

haha saw this new weighing machine at the changing room. it's the same as the one that we used to measure fat content outside arts canteen last time. played around with it and my fat content was like huh 14. sth percent... which is totally crazy... then asked the person for help. she taught us how to input our height and age and measure again. this time... hmm... 16.6%. not much better. lazy even worse, 15.4% if i din rem wrongly. haha we are all so unhealthy... hey qh, now my fat content is lower than u! wahahaha...

new computer and disgusting lunch session

after much delaying, my new computer finally arrived at almost 9pm last night. had a busy time setting it up, installing stuff etc... haha it's up and running, fast! my poor old laptop can truly take a back seat liao. but of course it's still indispensable. need it for fyp, infra red transfer, and a lot of many things... haiz... can't have the best of both world ya?

really tired doing all the things for new comp... got very frustrated at times...

today almost din manage to go for lesson... somehow i remembered the lesson is from 1 to 2pm... and told qh so yest. luckily he got check and tell me this morning it's from 12 to 1pm, else not only i will miss the lesson he will also. haha... had lunch at arts canteen, coz today all the proceedings there will be donated to the tsunami fund. stupid qh dunno why so high and bitchy today, really talkative lor and kept talking about his traumatizing experience of seeing gals' armpit hair blah blah... i left half of my noodle untouched in total disgust... and then as he looks around have to discover this huuuuuuggge butt a few metres away from us... i dun understand why anyone wanna dress lidat with almost the entire of her bottom exposed but i know i m really disgusted... and no idea why qh always look out for those things... dunno wat's wrong with him today also target at me... must irritate me until i pitch him then happy meh? din see ivan around recently so probably he tot he needs to take over the position of annoying talking animal... (see shrek 2)

duh...

pen click mouse and etc

pen click mouse is such a pain!!! it's hard to move around, hard to left click, hard to right click, hard to scroll... basically hard... dunno why my sup has such an idea that it's easier to use than normal mouse. haiz... who ask me to do a drawing programme leh... but it's not easy to use to draw also mah...

my new computer is supposed to come this afternoon. last night was trying to clear up a space in my room for it... such a pain...

花都开好了

终于看完了蔷薇之恋. 辛辛苦苦,波波折折,终于有人苦,有人甜,丑小鸭变成了美丽的新娘. 可怜葵,只能看着别人的幸福. 心爱的女孩嫁作他人妇. '连我的份,加倍地爱她...' 说得实在心酸...

说,每个女孩都像美丽的花朵,盛开到生命终结的那一刻. 每个人都有幸福的权利吧... 所以总是寻寻觅觅,碰得满身伤痕,步履阑珊,还是不肯放手.

two crazy raymonds

big ray is siao liao... surveyed for 2 and half hrs last night on online shopping of fashion accessories... and ended up he's trying to design and sell thong styled female boxers now... OMG!!! i m going to vomit blood.

small ray also a bit siao liao. seeking chio bus on msn, trying to fix up a date for big ray for v day, which is still one month away. haha probably since he already got a date fixed up, feeling guilty to let his brother be alone... 独乐乐不如众乐乐, ya?

love, actually

wasted another day doing nothing, coz no mood to do anything. went to forum to watch funkamania qualifying round with lazy and blur, not nice... and went for lunch at arts canteen. ate the pasta... eee... put it there after a few bites...

ended up watching love, actually and chit chat at lazy's place. watched the show before but this one is uncut version so got certain parts we've nv seen before... a very nice show, warm to the heart... make u wish that there is someone to love.

came back cooked dinner for me and lazy... v full now...

who's the king? who's the asshole?

dinner outing before sch starts. hmm where is the place we went? somewhere near raffles place bah... haha... the jap ramen restaurant called 别府. it's sth about hell. and they got these cute fans which we posed for photos with. the noodles is not bad and quite cheap... but now i m hungry so apparently it's not v filling.

after that went this pub, dunno its name though. played asshole taidee (how to spell?) until late at night... guofeng remained the king and zhiwei was stuck at the bottom... hehe...

it's quite fun today, lifted my spirit a bit... my mother can't sleep well since i left, and kept nagging... sigh... miss her... what a messy life i m having now...

又是星期五

昨晚睡得不好,今天有点头晕脑胀的. 下午去换了钱. 人民币升值了,真郁闷... 带了钱回来买新的电脑的. 去NTUC转了一圈,买了菜准备明天开伙. 从北京带回来了甜面酱做酱爆肉丁,想吃的人提前跟我打招呼.

刻骨铭心的东西都不能持久,大概是因为,刻在骨头里,刻在心里,实在太疼了...

亲爱的你怎么不在身边

这里的空气很新鲜

这里的小吃很特别

这里的latte 不像水

这里的夜景很有感觉

在一万英尺的天边

在有港口view的房间

在讨价还价的商店

在凌晨喧闹的三四点

可是亲爱的你怎么不在我身边

我们有多少时间能浪费

电话再甜美 传真再安慰

也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远

我的亲爱的你怎么不在我身边

一个人过一天像过一年

海的那一边 乌云一整片

我很想为了你快乐一点

可是亲爱的你怎么不在身边

下雨了

又回到这个地方了. 下飞机的时候下着雨... 心里也湿漉漉的...

回来的时候挺狼狈的. 因为去年的时候飞机误点,把我冻得够呛.今年穿了好多进去.结果里面暖气烧得太旺了,只好把衣服都抱着. 增加了不少负担,还捂得直冒汗... 书包更重. 我爸塞了一瓶澳洲的红酒在里面.说家里太多了,让我带回来.

海关好多人啊... 排了半天的队. 结果那个柜台的警察叔叔拿着我的护照看了半天,左看右看,说一点都不像我. 8年前的照片了. 当然多少有点不像. 可是很麻烦啊,万一他不让我过去怎么办啊... 还特地摘了眼镜让他看,说就是我. 叔叔问:"哪儿照的照片啊?" 我说照相馆啊. 心说哪儿那么多事啊. 这么多次都过去了,怎么就这么麻烦呢? 结果叔叔说:"这照片照得太不好了!得找他们去!这么漂亮的小姑娘,怎么照成这样了?" 差点倒那儿...

到了安检,傻眼了... 跟我说酒必须托运. 当时我别的行李已经托运走了,又没有多余的书包. 就这么去托,肯定会摔坏的. 我爸我妈估计那会儿已经到家了. 让他们再过来我就来不及了. 没办法,只好不要了. 好好的一瓶很贵的红酒,估计就让海关的阿姨拿回家了... 哭...

飞机很空. 估计现在大家都害怕,不敢来东南亚旅游. 于是我一个人占了三个人的位子,把扶手都抬上去我能躺直了睡... 个子矮终于有它的好处了. 不过还是睡得一点也不好... 难受啊...

最近发生了好多事情,真是五味杂陈... 我知道生活还是要继续. 雨也总会停的. 只是,可能有一个潮湿的角落,永远都不会干...

最后的午餐

有人特地来做饭给你吃,真的是一种幸福.暖暖的... 心里都是莫名的感动.像打翻了油盐店,什么滋味都有... 至少在临走前,度过了难忘的一天...

had a shot of the restaurant we ate dinner at. 

the day before departure... continued

this afternoon's activity is primary sch frenz gathering again. the three of us who went KTV last time and contacted another gal. in the end she flew us aeroplane so the three zuo bo-ing ppl ended up sitting in macdonald's wondering what to do for the afternoon. and in the end... somehow... we went zoo...

any ideas why guys all like big animals esp the ugly ones? like hippos, rhino, crocodiles, python, gorrilla... wat's so cool about snakes and lizards??? and elephants??? and the bigger the better... i went zoo twice in two weeks and both times i had to see those things... the only thing that we all want to see is tigers, lions, wolves...

got dinner treat again. by the same aunty who treated us when i just came back. it's getting kinda sian...

haiz... will be going to airport in 24hrs liao... sianz big time!!!

fei fei and aunty bing. wahahaha 

fei fei 

the day before departure

today is an action packed day. woke up at 8am in the morning. went to visit my 干姐姐 and her baby daughter with my mother. the baby is called fei fei, and is barely 3 months old now. haha so super duper cute!!!! chubby and fair and rosy cheeked. her eyes are very pretty leh. she's not naughty also, likes to laugh a lot. sometimes she talks gibberish to me. all those eeee ahhh which no one understands... held her for a while, quite heavy leh... haha got no experience in holding babies but think she quite likes me.

i m officially an aunt...